Moving On

So starting something new can be so daunting and exciting at the same time, but what do you do when you start something and regret it. Recently I have been tackling a situation that has really difficult for me, I began working at a company that I believed to be a step in the right direction for my career, however I felt that this certain company was not for me, and I was treated like a bit of a idiot. I'm not stupid and I've always been proud that I will do my best whenever I can and work to the best of my ability but I felt that I was only there as they could pay me pennies rather than paying an employee a full wage and get the same job done. 

Admitting that I needed something new was hard but after a while I knew it was the right thing to do, I was scared and I didn't want to fail at something that was so important to me.

I've learned in life that the things you find the scariest will most likely give you the most satisfaction in life. Throughout my time in this job all I could think was there must be more to my life than sat in this office making myself ill because of the stress and the sadness I was going through.

Having a good support network of friends and family is the best thing to have around you at a time like this and even talking to a doctor, or teacher or tutor who you trust can really take a weight from your shoulders. In the end this work place became to much for me and for my own sanity I left and since I have, I have never looked back!

Do what you love. Life is too short to be stuck doing something you hate.